eXtrEmeLy FAT!!!!!
ya..i noe...im fat..im ugly....chubby cheeks....plump plump face....flat-chested....flabby arms....wide n broad waist....all i know...yes...i have changed...changed to this state...i just need encouragement!!!! im trying hard ok....reali.... that day tears was flowing down my cheeks while ironing my clothes...this reali shocked jie...yes..im super duper sad...no one encourage me.....yet when i visit him..he said that i appear to be "L" size...thats reali hurts..ah koh...well...he's not bad..or cruel ok..he's just stating the facts...(defensive)....when he tried to consoled regarding my work...tell u..my tears reali feel like dashing out....trying hard to control...i turned away...
hey....celebrating ah koh's dad's birthday..finally gave him the card that ah koh asked me to get on his behalf..hahaha..luckily..uncle didnt feel weird..hahaha...well i can sense that he's happy...just like wat joey-jie had said...after reading joey-jie's blog...abit touched..praising me being sweet...i had rejected to dine in with them...on that day..feeling weird..cos me n ah koh are just frenz..u see...n if now he's my....or if he's not..but with his presence..im still ok wif it...sometimes..im just afraid that he might think im doing all this things for the sake of him coming back to me...neither i wan him to think that he's owing me....NO definitely NO!!! i have never think of that....i treat his familly member like this is because they really treat me very good...treating me like one of their family...in the past or even now ...i can count myself lucky to know all of them.....so nice...
recently..so lazy..so sleepy..soooo tired.....often dose off during lesson..that day i was about to go into my dreamland..chris suddenly..shout "oie" n shaking my hand..not knowing that i shouted back"bu yao wan hor..wo hui angry de..." hahah onli after that kq asked why am i so annoyed then i know..hahaha....i so tied up wif projects...again all those sickening projects...causes us to stress...beside stressing on deadlines...we still stressed wif grouping... grouping?? haha..reali that pathetic..in poly such things still happens....people starts to chose their favourites and left the leftovers to us..whey! they are soooo bad....saying about this that day im reali damn pek chek....havent decide on groupings then people keep asking and starting to get their topic..argh~ n chris keep saying she wants P.O.P...n P.O.P.....n thats the one i don want!!! cos the deadline is just around the corner n we still have two projects no hands....at last me n kq joined other group....
see he's so di di siao siao....
my brother n me...we took this photo (below) in papa's car while we were on our way to bugis to pai pai on chu-san (3rd day of cny) cute bo?? i mean my bro not me lo...hahaha...so vain of us...people like aunties and sis ...papa..everytime said we look alike cos our eyes are differrent from people our eyes are sunken in instead of pop out one...whey! it's unique hor...last time i used to dislike him..i always scolded him..beat him...n as a small kids they tends to be so di di siao siao one..but he's extreme one lo..just looking at the photo above u will know it de rite?..he dared not take a step into my room cos he will confirm kanna it again hahaha..but now...things changed... when he's not at home..i will feel strange and feel like something missing..hahaha..he's reali cute..when papa bring him out..and buy sweets and chocolates for him he will oso buy our shares..there is one time..he took alot of sweets and chocolates and papa asked him not to..he repiled that he's buying for us..1 for da-jie..1 for er-jie and 1 for jie-jie...cute rite?? then when he goes to people house to pai nian he eats the chocolates n it taste nice....guess what he did?? he put alot in his bag n bring it back for us...hahaha...really buay paiseh lei...
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